by SelfDef
“SelfDef Blog”, April 15, 2009
I still think of myself as an individual. That I am a person who thinks, lives and who will eventually die. Having this individuality sense could very well could be my biggest obstacle to Self Realization. This person who I think I am may be no more than a dream. So how can I separate who I Really am from who I think I am? Going within, finding the I am, killing the ego, presence, at least that’s what the sages say….
Rose said that going within is unique to that person, but he also said that there are guidelines that others who have gone within can suggest. So how do I attempt to go within? I first begin by acknowledging who I am not. I am not my body. I am not my thoughts. I am not the observer. But there is something observing the observer. Who is this something? I try to feel/intuit this something but I cannot. I try to wait for this something to reveal itself, but it does not. What if I find that something? Will there be a something else after that?
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