From: Paul C.
To: M.
Sent: Tuesday, May 08, 2007 6:54 AM
Subject: RE: Friendship, Rapport, and ...?

Many times, I heard R repeat the need to fight tooth and nail for the Truth. But there's nothing left to fight for, except to know the Awareness that I witness. Likewise, I see no way to make a conscious decision to give up on life and willingly relinquish the survival urge. So, the choice clearly seems to plug away at something. I can't tell you what would happen if I faced that Blackness again. All I know for sure is that not Seeing is no way to live either.