From: M.
Sent: Tuesday, May 08, 2007 5:52 PM
To: Paul C.
Subject: RE: Friendship, Rapport, and ...?

paul is observed, so in what way is he connected to the Viewer or the Observer? paul is both observed and Observer, or he seems to be. When I write this letter, and you read it, who is the recipient and the reader? Who are we talking about when we discuss “paul” as a third person entity? Is it possible you've dichotomized yourself in a way the Bob F. wrote about somewhere, the “good Paul” and the “bad paul”? If so, who has done or is behind or is the engineer of the dichotomizing? Is your desire or love of Truth overshadowed or clouded by the machinations of all the pauls?

What prevents inspiration, in this situation? What would it take to be inspired enough to forgo belief in paul's intellectualism?